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Maria and Apollo

“Do you mind if I sit here?” Asks the women in a bright purple shirt with shoulder blond hair and brown doe eyes.

I’m seated at the Whole Foods dining area reading my book, enjoying my coffee and small salad while taking in an invigorating, sunny spring day.

Earlier she was in front of me at the grocery check-out line. Her legs appear to bother her and after paying the cashier, she shuffles off to the side when she glances toward me: “Go ahead.” she calls out while fumbling with her purse. The women seems to struggle not only physically but also mentally; distracted and distraught at the same time.

“Yes, of course.” I gesture for her to take a seat as I move my purse to give her some space.

The woman sits on the corner of the weathered picnic table and heaves a sigh of relief. A nearby raven crows and a gentle breeze caresses my skin as the two of us eat in silence.

She stares out into the parking lot when she blurts out:

“I just put down my dog.” She says as her voice cracks.

She goes on: “Man, it’s been really hard.”

“Oh, I’m so sorry.” I reply, knowing how difficult it is to lose a family member. 

“It’s only been a week, but for some reason these past few days have been the hardest.” She says staring off in the distance.

“I completely understand. I’ve been there.” I offer.

Apollo

She went on to share with me about her four legged family member named Apollo: a handsome golden retriever who was thirteen years of age and was gallant, loving and brave to the very end.

“I still feel him around me. I mean, I go on the same walks that we use to go on together and I know this may seem strange, but I feel his presence around me.” She said. I nod in agreement. “Perhaps he is.” I replied.

I go on: “We are all made up of energy and Einstein took this concept even further with the discovery that energy cannot be created nor destroyed, it can only change from one form to another.” I say.

“So perhaps Apollo is not gone per se, but has merely changed his form.” She considers this and grins. “Yes, I believe this.”

“Are you in the health profession? I ask because you have a really beautiful energy about you.” She says.

“I’m a Reiki Master and a writer.” I reply.

“Oh that makes perfect sense. You have such a peaceful, calming way about you.” she says.

Maria

Maria is her name and she works in the healthcare industry assisting the elderly. She’s also a singer and songwriter; singing on demos, as a backup singer for various artists and performing at local coffeehouses.

She bursts into laughter when she tells me more stories about her stoic Apollo; how she would sing to him and he would serenade back to her in his baritone howls. She shares how Apollo helped her to enjoy each moment, and how he reminded her to be more present each day and to appreciate everything; the shade of a grand tree, the soft grass under her feet, the warmth of the sun on her skin and his companionship.

We talked for nearly an hour where Maria reveals that doesn’t have any family nearby and that Apollo was her family. She thanks me for taking the time to speak with her.

“You know Stacy, I really appreciate you. You’ve helped me a great deal and I feel so much better.” She says.

“It’s been lovely chatting with you, Maria. If you ever want to get a cup of coffee or chat, feel free to give me a ring.” I said.

I hand her my card and a broad grin envelopes her face. “Thank you, Stacy. I’ll do that.” She says. I squeeze her hand when she rises and is on her way with a lightness in her being that was previously absent.

Vulnerability and Connection

We all need support and this need can show up in various ways; whether it’s sharing a painful experience or certain life challenges troubling us.

It’s easy to get caught up in our “other worlds” such as the ones on social media and even in our daily lives; however, even if these aspects are a part of our current reality, what is truly real is our vulnerability.

Our vulnerability is authentic, it’s what connects us as human beings. It takes great courage to show our real self; warts and all, whether it’s in our grieving, our struggles or our shadow side that we may abhor and want to push it away.

Yet, in facing our fears and being vulnerable, we free ourselves from the burden of the belief we are alone in our struggle.

Diving deeper

Once we reveal our vulnerability, we can find comfort in others who support and lift us up, who can empathise and offer us compassion, kindness and encouragement.

I think about Maria and Apollo and I’m touched by how brave she was in sharing her grief and struggles with a complete stranger. In Maria’s sharing, we were both transformed and better for it. In our connection and vulnerability not only does it bring relief, but it also brings us together and empowers us.

Both Maria and Apollo’s names are also significant: Maria is the latin form of Mary, the blessed Mother in Christianity. Some of the qualities associated with her are faith, perseverance, compassion and unconditional love.

Apollo was the sun god of ancient Greece; a powerful deity who was also the god of music, light, medicine and healing. I find it interesting that Maria and the spirit of Apollo came to me just before the Easter holiday. They were both gentle reminders to me of the power within us all.

During this holiday weekend, let us remember and come together in our humanity. Let us have the courage to reach out to others even if it’s a simple “hello” or to pay a compliment to a stranger.

May kindness and empathy lead the way to a deeper connection for a better understanding of each other and our oneness. The world is calling for it, it’s in need of us to be vulnerable, authentic and real.

With a deeper connection to ourselves and each other an inner peace fills us; creating a luminosity within and as a result, we transform. Thus a rebirth begins and as a result, we rise and awaken to the divine within us all.



Peace and richest blessings,

Napag Stacy

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